we lived in a beautiful world
Nov. 17th, 2009 | 07:27 am

Nothing can be more scary than an artist's block. One which has gone on for so long you can't even remember when it all started. And when you finally see the smallest spark and try to keep it alive, it feels as if it has all come too late.
And I wonder if 2010 will be another lost cause.
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Not Getting There
Sep. 26th, 2009 | 05:51 am
mood:
exhausted
music: Cirque Du Soleil - Desert

| I am definitely looking forward to this. But the very fact that I have just survived through the crazy amount of work from DnD, my body is screaming to stop. But I can't. I wouldn't deny the amount of work that's left for the next 2 weeks. I don't exactly want a "get it done and over with" sort of attitude, and every second the devil in me is screaming to just quit it. I know fairly well I can make life easy, but perhaps the little bit of passion that's still left is still trying hard not to be extinguished. Or perhaps that logical side of me knows how much I have worked to witness this day. And I don't want it to be a good show. I want it to be a great event. |
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Mass Production
Sep. 3rd, 2009 | 01:38 am
music: RyanDan - Dentro Me









yes I'm still a photography major.
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Goodbye 3.1
May. 3rd, 2009 | 05:36 pm
music: MIKA - Happy Ending
![]() I miraculously survived my foundation year, and in stranger ways during the second semester. Noise Singapore was a fluke, JDC was a bittersweet playground and Foundation Year still sucks. I never saw the point of it and I still don't.Whatever it is, I'm bidding my farewell to my forever cluttered hall, the class I almost never attended and the 2D room where I gained a huge portion of self-education. And hello to another phase. Work never ends till we decide to call it. |
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Dance + Photography = Orgasmic
Dec. 23rd, 2008 | 05:16 pm
music: | ani difranco - pulse

| My first attempt at dance photography. I would not deny getting friends are a lot easier than handling a bunch of people you have met for the first time. Then there comes all the giggles but everyone's happy. My only regret is that I decided to shoot it on a weekday and have been unluckily busted by the dude who holds the keys to our foundation rooms. |
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Sleeping With The Lights
Nov. 6th, 2008 | 05:21 pm
music: | ingrid michaelson - corner of your heart

when your habits turn into a way of life
unhealthy habits
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Zzzzz
Nov. 6th, 2008 | 01:20 am
music: | sia - breathe me



Here's to those who have been
turning the school labs into a second home
stuffing the pantry with food
or simply doing things with no rhyme or reason
who will continue to do so till the end of this semester.
Whether it's at the printmaking room, or screaming at the mac for being a bitch
Or the many other people ploughing through their lecture notes
Remember
YOU ARE NOT ALONE
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Designers And Their Differences
Nov. 3rd, 2008 | 08:07 pm
music: | explosions in the sky - so long, lonesome
Looking back at old issues of ComputerArts at the ADM Library, I came across an interesting article in a back issue (#153). Basically it speaks of the 3 distinct types of designers/artists/filmmakers/creative people etc. in our current modern world.
#1 The Stylists
"The first group of visual people, pejoratively labeled 'stylists' by some, are those who obsess over and constantly rework the fundamentals. They're passionate about deft type treatment integrated, intricate visual systems; finding exactly the right weight for rules; and subtle, perfectly coherent color palettes. On the web, where information and content presentation are the key to success, these skills are incredibly important. But, in other channels or websites more concerned with concepts and atmosphere, that sense of craft can prevent (or be seen as preventing) ideation - coming up with creative ideas"
#2 The Creatives
"The second type are creatives who have a predominantly conceptual, 'big idea' advertising mode of thinking. THeir visual skills are less focused on the craft of design and more on immediate, pitchable expression of a concept. Theirs are the most interesting interviews to read. Their portfolios make you laugh or smirk, and you generally have a good time with them. But when you go back to your desk to read the reaction of others, stylists rip into them, suggesting they go back to design school and learn some color theory. The concepts are great, they argue, but the execution can harm your eyes."
#3 The Graphicists
"They can produce attractive, attention-grabbing visuals, increasingly as a collage of photography, computer-generated elements and vectors. But they aren't seen as people who can tell a story, generate a big idea, or handle a redesign or a rebrand."
Which one are you?
#1 The Stylists
"The first group of visual people, pejoratively labeled 'stylists' by some, are those who obsess over and constantly rework the fundamentals. They're passionate about deft type treatment integrated, intricate visual systems; finding exactly the right weight for rules; and subtle, perfectly coherent color palettes. On the web, where information and content presentation are the key to success, these skills are incredibly important. But, in other channels or websites more concerned with concepts and atmosphere, that sense of craft can prevent (or be seen as preventing) ideation - coming up with creative ideas"
#2 The Creatives
"The second type are creatives who have a predominantly conceptual, 'big idea' advertising mode of thinking. THeir visual skills are less focused on the craft of design and more on immediate, pitchable expression of a concept. Theirs are the most interesting interviews to read. Their portfolios make you laugh or smirk, and you generally have a good time with them. But when you go back to your desk to read the reaction of others, stylists rip into them, suggesting they go back to design school and learn some color theory. The concepts are great, they argue, but the execution can harm your eyes."
#3 The Graphicists
"They can produce attractive, attention-grabbing visuals, increasingly as a collage of photography, computer-generated elements and vectors. But they aren't seen as people who can tell a story, generate a big idea, or handle a redesign or a rebrand."
Which one are you?
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Will Work For Tools
Nov. 2nd, 2008 | 06:29 pm
music: | explosions in the sky - memorial

I don't need money for
fancy clothes
fancy cars
fancy resturants
fancy living
fancy clothes
fancy cars
fancy resturants
fancy living
| But all the photography lighting stuff is making me broke. Back to reality. Final projects and portfolio. I'm pretty thrilled. Motion graphic sickness anybody? |
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ADM Halloween 2008
Nov. 1st, 2008 | 03:00 pm
music: | alpha mind - deep in the jungle




Because we're the only school in NTU crazy enough to want to have a pre-exam party.
so here's to the crazy ones
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Frosty Lens + Backseat = Accidents
Oct. 29th, 2008 | 11:16 pm
music: | robyn - handle me

mmm... I was referring to the dreamy look really.
On the other hand, best quote of the week goes to Peter for
"Next week, you will how to learn how to make your work look better than what it actually looks."
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Home Sweet Home
Oct. 26th, 2008 | 04:10 pm
music: | elisa toffoli - rock your soul

| The very nature of my life seems to be a mockery How reminiscent it is that imprisoned life I used to have and losing that 2 years of youth to pointless routines. Only difference is I am making that choice to keep myself imprisoned this time round. Imprisoned by that undying need to make up for the 2 years of my life that I have lost, trying to do as much as I can within that limited amount of time. "I remember you were never good with deadlines," says Jenna. In many ways she is right, but even so, I will still find ways to do even more things when I have fallen into a comfortable pace with my deadlines. I have even started making plans for the coming semester break so that I can say, "No, I can't. I have _______ to do." I wonder what it is that I am chasing after really |
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Red + Yellow + Blue
Oct. 25th, 2008 | 09:39 pm
music: | charlotte martin - inch

Every week is a struggle to complete every piece of work on time without feeling like I've let myself down
Then there is my insane obsession for intricate work
from me
printing over 200 photos on a6 cards
painting 30 pieces using only RYB
now I want to make a video by shooting frames from a still camera
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Magritte Commercialized
Oct. 18th, 2008 | 04:50 pm
music: | sigur rós - ára bátur

this is one of those days where I just close my eyes and smell the air I breathe
honestly I know I shouldn't have that kind of time. as much as I relished the past few days, being in another place away from school, adjusting tripods and light-stands, enjoying amazing lunches, random small-talks with models and makeup artists, resuming my paparazzi tendencies, looking tired all day long, reality has start to hit. being behind time in schoolwork, getting detached from the people around me isn't doing me any good. you know it is not right when your parents start to get disappointed because you are too busy to have dinner with them. |
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FIRST
Oct. 16th, 2008 | 03:01 pm
music: | sophie zelmani - going home

| This might sound like the strangest thing ever. This is actually the first time I am blogging at a space that is not hosted in my own website. The only reason why I feel a need for one is because I no longer have the time to do coding from scratch for the sake of a blog. Ironically, I find too many automated features more of a hassle. My last blog entry on havocidal.net was dated back in May 1st, which was probably my first and only entry for the year. Those were the days where I had so much free time and I barely did much. It's funny how I keep loading myself with work despite struggling with the ones I currently have these days. |

